Some days, your connection to Allah will feel like a warm embrace, your heart will be at peace, your duas will flow effortlessly, and you will feel the nearness of Allah in every moment.
Other days, you will struggle. Your mind will drift during solah, your recitation of the Quran might feel empty, and your duas might seem like mere words with no feeling behind them.
You might find yourself asking, Why don’t I feel it? Why does my heart feel distant?
But here’s what you need to hold on to… Your effort still counts. Even when it feels small. Even when you’re struggling. Even when your ibadah doesn’t bring the emotions you expected. Because worship isn’t about always feeling inspired, it’s about being consistent, even when it’s hard.
Ramadan isn’t only for the ones who feel deeply connected.
It’s also for those who are trying to find their way back. It’s for the ones whose hearts feel heavy but still whisper “Ya Allah” because they refuse to give up.
It’s for those who wake up for sahur and struggle to lift their hands in dua because they don’t know what to say.
It’s for the ones who stand in prayer, fighting off distractions, pushing through the dryness, because they still want to be near their Lord.
And that effort? It is seen. It is counted. It is rewarded.
“The Prophet (peace be upon him) said: ‘The deeds most beloved to Allah are those done consistently, even if they are small.’”
(Sahih Bukhari)
This journey isn’t about perfection. It’s about persistence.
Even if all you can say today is, “Allah, help me feel closer to You.” That is still a step. And a step toward Him is never wasted.
Even when you don’t feel the connection, He is still there. He is listening. He is watching your struggle, your perseverance, your quiet longing. And He is near.
So keep showing up and making the effort, even if it feels small because with every attempt, you are getting closer. And even if you can’t see it, Allah is carrying you through.
Love Always
Your Tranquility Partner ❣️
© Rawsheedah Akorede Saheed
Ramadan, 1446